Ugh. The scale is no longer my friend. I thought maybe it wasn't going down because I was eating too few calories. So I bumped them up closer to my daily reccomended amount to kind of 'jump start' my metabolism. Well that didn't work out too well, as I gained a pound and a half. Now frustration is setting in. My doctor called with more lab results, and my estranged hubby gave me a gift...an incurable one. Now I feel like I'm not fit for anyone to be with, and therefore start wondering why I should bother trying to lose weight and look good, if no one is going to want to be with me no matter how good I look. But, I shall push those thoughts aside, and focus on the fact that I'm working on finishing those pages in my Wish Scrapbook. #6 Run and Finish a 10K and #14 Lose 70 pounds. Working on my wish book has given me comfort in the last couple tumultuous weeks of my life. Weeks? More like Months. But either way, I shall persevere and prove to myself that I can do whatever my heart and soul truely wishes.
Tonight's Workout: Zumba...thankfully. I need a pick me up! Back to the treadmill, as I think my blisters have sufficiently healed enough to get back to the training. (fingers crossed)
Tonight's Dinner: Not sure, it's grocery night. I'm kinda liking this Salmon and Asparagus combo I got going. But there is the whole "too much of a good thing" so I'll limit this yumminess to 2 nights a week max.
Monday, January 31, 2011
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You are VERY worthy! Just keep in mind that sometimes it is the hardest to love ourselves! And someitmes that takes a long time! Sending you lots of hugs!
Hey girl...I was going through all my bookmarks and found the link to your Blog. Gosh I miss you. Do you need me to find someone to put some hurt on someone...?? Ugh...Darn that guy! Anyway...just remember..."That this too shall pass"...Don' allow this to define you...you are an amazing woman and life is going to get better. Love you!
I love you both so much! As long as I have caring people like you in my corner, I know I'll be ok! Thank you so much!
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