End of my rope!! grrrrrr

So it seems that everyone around me is losing weight.  My co-workers, my friends, my family, even my ex.  So why can't I seem to get a handle on it?  It's very frustrating.  So I'm making my kids exercise with me at home.  I'm taking Hydroxycut again (I know, I hear you all moaning)  I'm considering Curves.  I'm kicking my willpower's ass.  I may start posting my daily eating here.  Pics of the ugly truth to remind me of my reasons.  I have to do this.  I'm unhappy in this aspect of my life, and that annoys me. 

Look out.  I'm pissed.  ...it's only at myself, but I'm pissed all the same.