yes. I suck.

let me start off with....bllluuahhahhhh.  Yeah, it's that kind of week.  I stopped watching what goes into my mouth, and I've only exercised, oh wait...I haven't exercised at all this week.  My body is not happy about it, yet not to the point that I'm ready to jump back on the wagon just yet.  Kelly's car needs $4000 worth of work, so I'm cutting out any non essential spending.  So my tap class will go by the wayside, the thought of joining Curves has been shelved, as well as going back to Sarah's Zumba class.  If I'm gonna make this work I'm gonna have to do it on my own.  which I totally suck at.  Time to go through the DVD collection at home and see how I can force myself to workout alone.  Early morning is really my only option.  But Since Alyson is up at 6 and getting ready, I would need to invest in a new DVD player for the down room...so I don't interfere with her getting ready in the up room.  Again...spending of money that is not currently available.  But I have to do something.  The me that I currently am...I'm not so proud of.