I'm walking around yesterday thinking how odd my back feels. Can't quite put my finger on the problem, but something certainly feels funny. I do some stretches to try to figure out what's going on. Like a friggin Mack truck it hits me. Holy. Shit. That weird feeling in my back is the sensation of my fat rolls touching. My back fat has met my ass/waist fat, and they are getting acquainted. My mind frantically races through the various episodes of 'My 600 lb Life' that I have seen. The crud that gathers in the creases where the fat meets. Watching them pull apart the rolls to see what horror lies within. Holy fuck...is this the beginning? No, no, no, no...this is not happening. It's no wonder Kelly makes no effort to have sex with me! This disturbing thought sticks with me all day, and I stick to my eating plan. Could this be the trigger? Could this be the rock at the bottom that I've been waiting to hit?
According to the Lemonberry I had last night, the answer is no.
Yesterday's eats:
B: Hydroxycut
Special K Strawberry shake (180)
L:Hydroxycut
Healthy Choice Ched. Bac Chicken (240)
Peaches (50)
AS: -
D: Tacos (1026) based on the total of my best guesses (rounded up of course)
LS: Trail Bologna (110)
Lemonberry (485)
Ex: -
Budget:1504 Intake:2091 Burn: - Net 1660 (+587)
Lesson here? I would have been ok with either exercise or no Lemonberry. Dammit.
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
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Repeat after me: "My name is Stacey, and I am a Lemonberry-aholic!" Maybe if you promise yourself that you can ONLY have Lemonberry AFTER you've had a good workout, that would help? Or maybe say you can only have Lemonberry as a treat one time a week? I'm so sorry about Kel. Have you tried talking to him about if that is REALLY why he has no interest? Maybe he's got his own Sh!t and it's nothing to do with you or how you look?? If it IS you, is that enough to make you not buy Lemonberry?? I've been having a rough couple weeks, as well. It's hard to see this as the new lifestyle and not a goal that, once is achieved, you can quit and go back to eating like a pig. I have yet to find a way to have a treat without wanting that treat every single day for the next month. But we're in this together. We can do it!!! We are Scorpios - we're not quitters!!!
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