just, whatever

I'm entirely frustrated right now, and for once it's not all about the weight issue.  It's revolving around the world of dance and my oldest daughter.  I can't even really get into it, but basically, what I want for her I can't give her.  And what I can give her, isn't enough.  And if I could give her more, I don't think she would ever go anywhere else.  I sound oh so very cryptic, don't I?  Ugh....

Anyways...Easter kicked my ass and I gained yet again.  I'm now .6 above my all time high.  Meaning I've reached a new all time high.  Yippee.


Yesterdays Eats:B: Hydroxycut
Special K Shake (180)

L:Hydroxycut
   HC chick bac cheddar (260)
   Peaches (50)

D: Salmon (361)
     Asparagus (27)
     Stuffing (wtf?) (320)

LS:Baked Scoops and salsa (300)
      small pc of cake (120) (again wtf?)

E: Zumba 45 (-433)
Budget:1517 Intake:1618  Burn: 433 Net 1185 (-322)

I'm teaching Sara's class tonight since she's out of town.  I brought the HR monitor, so I'll get a good idea of my calorie burn, then I have tap class after that.  Hopefully I can post a loss tomorrow.  I need something to pick my spirits up.